# 31 - Tragus undetected Day 5

I think that is a pretty good effort. If i wasn't getting more of em i'd think that i'd get away with atleast a month...hehe...I'm so screwed LOL...it's like i'm walking into a deathtrap ><"

So i worked today. The more i stay in the job the more i see the bitchiness of it. The people particularily the shitty hobbo supervisor is a completely cow. She's so dumb and she thinks she's top shit -.-' LOL she doesn't realize how foolish she looks and we always have a good laugh at her expense. i don't care as long as i get paid!! Plus the other newbies are so nice and we all get along pretty well :)

Anyways i need to start my 5minute speech. Wah =( I really CANNOT wait until this assignment is over. It's just been a dark cloud hovering over me ever since we got it!! I'm gonna be OVER THE MOON when it's finished..LESS THEN 48HOURS!! WOOOOO!! i don't even care about how shitty i am at it...i just need it to finish.


Just need to print the poster now n maybe stay up tonight n finish it...wah! i forgot to buy some Vs today :(

yay uts parteh thursday to celebrate end of assessments. Perhaps it is about time i go to one of those things :)

# 28 - I'm officially a working girl ^^Y

woo! well i haven't actually started working but i will soon. I've been warned i will be bored enough to quit though =/ So we'll see what happens haha...either way it is good money so it must be pretty horrendous for me to want to quit ><" I'm in telecommunications as one of those research people hehe...I know what it is to be annoying *poke poke* so seems this job is good for me :P

I have exams coming. Exams are poo :( Currently it is really hard to predict what sort of marks i expect to recieve =/ Oh how i miss the predictability of high school classes. What is worse is that i can't even start some SERIOUS memorizing study. I just sit staring at my textbook thinking about random things and next thing i know i'm asleep dribbling all over my expensive pile of paper!! I hope i can get my act together soon or it will not end well..

I will not be suprised to fail atleast one subject in first year but i would prefer it not to be in first semester =/ I think i'll just feel really set back.

I had a good chat with anna over a facebook message. it was fun to hear what's been happening with that girl. I can't wait to see her in a few months!! =D I'm so pleased that she's finally booked the tickets..it seems that the time she returns is getting closer ^^..

My parents freaked out at me about the whole job thing. I've been yelled at everyday about something in relation to it. I wish they'd stop being so unstable about things and just support me when i need them to...and not try to be so supportive that i don't do anything.

Isn't it better to learn from one's mistakes instead of just taking what other people say as gospel? I think it is important and they don't understand that. Well i better get back to this biospere crud...

WORST SUBJECT EVAAA! (after stats of course)

# 26 - Procrastination is a stubborn habit.

So i'm sitting here with about 3hours left in my 6hr break. I think i shall go upstairs as soon as i finish blogging for a bit of a snooze or maybe some study. Whichever comes first ;)

My last couple of weeks have been pretty bland. Nothing has happened and the stress of university is mounting even more!! I really want to see people :( Blah university friends are boring me as of late...haha i've been here for too long already :P

I've had the WORST luck this week and i dont know why! its so strange.
Sunday i had a really bad fall pulling on my pajama pants..YES I WAS PUTTING ON MY PANTS AND I STACKED IT REALLY BADLY!! ><"...i never do that and atleast that was barely anything really. On tuesday i go to university to loose both my phone and my textbook (n i think my sunnies...still not sure but atleast i got a plush pig toy named pikamishi out of it xD) Wednesday i went back and got both my phone and my textbook back...today i got up to get off at central and my plastic bag with EVERYTHING inside it ripped so dramatically...it was rather embarressing and i had to stumble out barely making it out on time....then i sat in lecture and i heard the back of my sole half come off my shoe -.-' grrr...so now i'm walking around with a broken shoe + my back breaking from holding everything in my arms and shoulder.

i see a pattern in all the random n small shitty things that keep happening to me every second day...i'm ready for it.

damn you karma!!

# 25 - I was violated....

by a 10 year old...at my family friend's first birthday party. ><"
It was suuuuuch a boring night. i went early to help decorate and put up streamers and shit. People came. The Hindi music was blaring. The kids were pissing me off. I yelled at the kids. The food was good. Took a tonne of it home with us ...mmmmm oily goodness.

As i was cleaning up at the end of the night one of the bratty boys started hugging my arm and rubbing his head against my arm...i was like 'wtf' *shove*...and then he tried to hit me -.-'...

University is a poo. The actual content is fine but when things like quizzes start coming around its a subconcious thing to detest whatever it is. At this current time i am NOT a fan of cell biology. I thought it would end up being one of my favs but i think chemistry (god forbid) may be getting there =S

The only thing i'm looking forward to tomorrow is seeing Gabrielle at Usyd Toga Parteh(if it happens). When school ends, you realize who your staple people are. <3

# 22 - Still Alive

I feel myself getting used to the routine of uni life...
hehe yet i still don't know where my schoolwork fits in xD

I would like to find another job...but seriousy where the hell does all my time go!? o.O Starting this week i'm trying to do all my work at school....considering i have 20hrs of breaks it should be alright. For now all i've been doing so far is my prelab and postlab work which is not difficult at all.

I've been told by some new peeps that i gave the impression that i am snobby/bitchy...and then there are some girls that just keep kissing my ass...Both are equally irritating. There are only two exceptionally odd people that i've met...and only one of those i try to avoid with a passion...

Now that i get along with a majority of peeps in my lecs/pracs i can afford to start hermit-ing during my breaks.

Hmm...i want to join the Vietnamese society!! I may just need to look into that =/

# 21 - University

is....great!!

Lectures are a bore...pracs are hard...but the people i'm meeting are interesting.
It's been a lot of fun so far.

...i'll be sick of it soon enough ;D

# 16 - University Offers Are Released

So i got it.

I had a massive fight with my mum and i'm helping my mum pack right now and there is a lot of tension. I'm as happy as can be but ...sheesh i feel like i've just gone through some massive distress.

Well gotta get back to packing..

Oh btw i'm in

Medical Science/International Studies at UTS

#15 - University Offers Tomorrow + HS Moments

So tomorrow is when we find out which university course we are successfully accepted into. *shivers*....shit! Seriously, just....ugh...no!!
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I am going to copy Phil with his high school memories list just because i got rolling after reading his. Please don't bore yourself with reading it...it's more my own self rambling ^^

- Meg, before she was cool and shortheared sat into a bin...legs in the air and all ^^

- Olivia and my lunchtime moments + Senerio

- Hacky Sack was awesome when we got really into it...aw i'm gonna miss it =(

- French class + "i don't speak chinese" *chuckles*

- Rape Me The Game (especially with Amy *faints* )

- The Bitchiness with the Asians- Junior grades

- Math class in senior years

- Sitting on a boy's toilet bowl lid with a hyperventilating Tanamma and Rach K

- Trying to make extra cookies by adding more butter -.-'

- Camp at night with Louisa...we were so hyper and everyone else wanted to sleep Dx

- Recalling that the first words I said when meeting Dexter was "god you smell! put some deo on already!" and being good friends ever since

- Being great friends with Gabz after deciding to make the obvious move of sitting furthest away from her...(god i was a bitch)

- Sending notes around class ALL THE TIME! + The LetterBook

- Hating PE but getting my revenge on the jocks through Dodgeball :)

- Bhargav + David + Amy + Edwina + Me = Best English Moments Ever

- Gabrielle + Sepalee hardcore fighting around me...this is still on going

- Anna and Louisa's bitchiness with me in the middle ><"

- Danushi + Me: Having the sewing machine blow up in our innocent faces

- Tuesday Luncheons with Danushi...'what's the goss?'

- The Apple Incident. god that was so long ago!! Some dumbasses were throwing food through the window so we threw it back down...then threw a apple and closed the window and....yup

- Choir in some performance thing...standing smackbang in the centre with Mala laughing our asses off throughout the whole song!!

- Skipping Chem with Sep and just lying on the grass in the back and having a great DnM

- Lying on the same grass with Gabz and staring at the sky on Wednesday Arvos

- fangirling over Twilight and Post Secret with Ashley bahaha no one else gets it!!

- Busbay moments

- Self-learning about this Japanese Crap during the hard parts of HSC and having grown a network since then o.O

- My toilet in the toilets...

- Having many people ask me about puberty questions...during puberty and after.

- Staying up ALL night and day on msn and sometimes with the DnMs...
Those are the funnest ^^

- Staying up with stresshead aaron during E4 and then practically jogging back to school to hand in our final product and feeling that ENOURMOUS sigh of relief

- Laughing so hard until we cried, sometimes for no reason at all

*sigh*

# 14 - Bored

I have done NOTHING at all lately. So boring...

oh btw I'm going to India on the 19th Jan - 22nd Feb.

Yesterday i got this cute package from my netfriend ^^ She bought me a tourist booklet on Shiga and some flyers on movies. A lot of them are American movies but they are Japanese ads for them....it's a lil weird to see o.O...Still it was really nice ^^ We did a bit of a present exchange. I gave her a small booklet on Koalas, it had a lot of cute photography.

I also got my hair cut. I haven't had a hairstyle for a while, but now i just got it layered. Before i had it a lil layered but it grew out long ago. The place i went to, down High St is quite good, they told me how i should cut it and it is quite cheap. I will probably go there again. I have been told my hair looks like Ms World Hair -.-' Erm...I can't tell if that is bad or good.I really like my hair straight with this cut but when it is curly, it's gonna be shocking ><"

I also bought a cap and did a few things like sending letters and returning library books...zomg i havent seen anyone in ages!! it's killing MeEeEe. I did make friends with this girl working at the Sushi House. She's going into yr 10 at Girra. I asked her to pick a flavour of 'bubble tea' i keep hearing people drink this stuff so i thought i'd try it...so we talked a bit and once i had it...ugh it was weird...The actual tea tastes great but the lil beady bits were not so good ><" I ended up leaving all those bubbles...don't see what the fuss is about with that drink.

Goodluck in your preferences guys! I hope you all find the right path to take eventually...I bet a lot of us won't even stay in our first preference xD

# 12 - University Open Days

Did anyone go?

It was alright...i feel a lil confused but i am sticking with my preferences.
I still need to change them today, last minute.

LOL i'm actually more nervous about forgetting and the preference time ending!! i woke up this morning and something told me not to do it. But i'm seriously not doing anything rebellious...

I'm not going from saying i'll do a Sci degree to a music or architecture one or something completely off the original plan. I'm just adding another on there. So really...i'm not doing anything bad...

right?

#7- UAI + School + Lunch + The Bethlehem Experience

So today, in order...

UAI
I had a dream that i got the mark i did like a few months ago..and i remembered that same dream last night..and lo and behold i was right!!...i thought i was just being wishful but still i'm good with it.

School
So i got to school because i was being bribed by BigB (aka bhargav the sex muffin) and guess what!! he had stubble!! i bet he wore it just from reading this blog (post # 2)*cough*...it was a lil bit like 2-3day trimmed vagina...not freshly trimmed so it was slightly dissapointing to the touch
=(

and THEN he goes out and gives me my porno (aka japanese magazine). I mean what is this boy playing at?!!?..it was brilliant. I had a quick skim today. I quite like this photoshoot. My eye twitches at the thought of the poster remaining neatly folded in that magazine and not gracing my walls.
Oh mangs...bahaha i should like...stick it on the roof of the bottom bunk of my bunkbed so i wake up to it every morning *cackle*.....*eye twitches harder*

*slaps self*
Anywayz, i also got a awesome necklace from Louisa...it's so purdy and i want to wear it all the time ^^ It's got these lil purply/pink dimonties and is like a butterfly hanging of the necklace by one of it's wings.


Lunch was a bit weird...everyone talking at once and too hectic for any forms of proper conversation. It reminded me of a monkey habitat at the zoo where they accidently fed caffiene to the chimps instead of water. i was famished and scarfed down my Oportos in the blink of an eye. Afterwards, everyone was deciding what to do and Anna and I ended up ditched the group and having a lovely catch up session on one of those random couches in the plaza with chips and a slushie. It was a lot of fun to talk and talk. I think everyone else that was sitting there was pissed off at us and thought we were stupid and bitchy the way we were talking hehe. Still it was a good time.


The Bethlahem Experience was interesting.It is performed by the Penrith Christian Life Centre. I was impressed with the effort that went into creating this large scale nativity scene. It was a lot of fun and would interest and attract non-christians and i found it was so realistic. It smelled and looked real ^^. Basically, it is this sort of maze that looks like a mini city and you go through this tour with your guide who also is acting as one of these people, all the shops and stalls the towns people talk about what they are selling and then lil snippets of gossip about a baby being born..then you go in and it goes through the whole birth and then quickly death and reserrection...I thought it was really cool ^^ i was going to be a extra in the 'play' but i couldn't be bothered.

At the end of it some normal guy started making a speech about ABC. A = acceptance B = believing and i forgot what C was coz i sorta zoned out by then. It was a very cliché talk which was made even more patronizing by the animated sign language the dude was performing which his hands...

Still it was good. My mother and I had to wait a good 1.20mins for our tour (because it is rather popular to attend) and so we had time to talk about stuff...UAIs n uni and things...obviously moments got a bit annoying for both of us, but still it was a eerily drama-less moment between us which was quite odd. Calm before the storm maybe?

Anywayz it was fun and i should head to bed

#6 - Sleeping Habits + HSC results

So it’s 2am and my sleeping patterns are just out of whack. My parents do not let me out of my room late at night for some reason even though I don’t make much noise -.-‘I think it is a ploy to make me fall asleep. Unfortunately, such a plan has failed…upon going to bed one time at 1.30am I ended up only falling asleep at 6am ><’ it was SO boring, but I guess it is a good time to think.

I think I’m at my best in the later hours of the night and early hours of the morning. I can concentrate a lot more and focus on what I am doing. I’m not even going to attempt to correct my horrendous sleeping times. I’m just going to let India screw them up some more and then I’ll let them settle once I get back…no point correcting something which’ll just get fucked up again xD

I’ve made a few pen friends and the opportune time to write is at the hour of 1-2am. I just sent of the few letters + x-mas cards to my pen friends + internet pals yesterday and I just finished another letter then. I’m being a rebel going on this computer to blog…
I’m really hardcore like that =P

So HSC results are out in like 3hours o.O. *dramatic music*…
Though just yesterday afternoon I realized I have no idea where or what my pin number. So much for that <_< I’ll call some hsc peeps or something. Not really sure where I need to go with this.

Well either way, in a perfect world everyone I know would be pleased and satisfied with their results. Even though this is definitely not a perfect world, I’m still going to wish you all the best =)

Remember *guru voice on*: things happen for a reason, take what you have and try to make the best of it that you can. It’s not about what you get or what you have, but what you do with it. Am I right? *hugs*^^