#30 - Rambling Days

I don't have much to blog about. I just need something to do to get me more awake. I can't think of much that has been happening. Trying not to do much seeing as I have so much schoolwork to do and yet I waste time and don't even end up doing that. 4 days until the assignment is due and finally i'm doing it ><" I hope i can get this poster printed on friday.

I ended up picking Spain as my preference for my major. I'll leave it up to chance i suppose.

Today Karen and Laurence came up to me and asked me to explain what happened that friday night. As they did, I felt my eyes loose focus/shake and vertigo. I can't even talk about it...That scares me...What about if i have some real disease? As stupid as it sounds, I'm too scared to go to the doctor's to find out.

I am looking forward to next Friday. Not so much because it is a great deal but because I feel it will help me deal with some things, even if it may cause me unnecessary stress and drama in the long run. I REALLY need this and that is why I can't wait a few months or even a year. It needs to happen now. It hardly seems like a choice really, it's like it decides on it's own.

Bring it on ^^

# 12 - University Open Days

Did anyone go?

It was alright...i feel a lil confused but i am sticking with my preferences.
I still need to change them today, last minute.

LOL i'm actually more nervous about forgetting and the preference time ending!! i woke up this morning and something told me not to do it. But i'm seriously not doing anything rebellious...

I'm not going from saying i'll do a Sci degree to a music or architecture one or something completely off the original plan. I'm just adding another on there. So really...i'm not doing anything bad...

right?

#11 - New Year Hopes

So here comes another New Years. As we get older the years go by so much faster and that thought scares me just a little bit o.O...

Looking back over this year i must say that...i don't know...It wasn't my best and not much happened for me personally. Though i guess i've grown a little bit i felt like most of my changes came around 2005-2006.

So this year like all years i feel a sense of misleading expectation and temporary motivation. So what should i wish for? For some reason i can't really think of anything.

Resolution List

1. The typical: Loose atleast 5kg + get healthy...i can handle that in a year right!?!


2. Start to learn piano and maintain it


3. Keep interested in whatever i do education wise


4. Make some new good friends and keep my close ones


5. Grow a passion for something ><" a leisure activity/hobby


That is all i can really think of right now =/

ps. Yes i am aware that i am overloading on that cute lil emoticon thing!! but i think i have EVERY one of them now and they sum up everything perfectly