For a while now i've been watching stupid Indian tv...god it's HORRENDOUS!! They have their version of Australia Idol but it's called something stupid like something SuperStar challenge etc...Anyway the type of singing is Indian classical. You know all those annoying high pitched chickas and note changing all the time. It really gives me a headache and yet i've had to sit through it everyday while i stay at Rosamama (Aunties) house.
Even though traditional Indian music is bad, i'd take Indian over traditional Chinese anyday. I mean have you heard that stuff!? The first time i heard it i wondered where the the giant mutant cat's were fighting and then i realized it was just a itty bitty china man...having a ceasure?!
Well anyways normally every night i pop in my (sister's) mp3 and stare at the screen while i listen to music which reminds me of the days when i was a computer bum. Bt today my mp3 has has died on me. The torture never ceases D*x
After the show i watched a movie and there was a big dramatic moment about a mother feeding a different baby. She couldn't because it was emotionally distressing, even though it meant her mother in law would banish her.
Big Whoop! The kid isn't going to grow up thinking "woah i sucked aunti prasdeep's nippys"
Or maybe she would, i know i've freaked out once knowing that i chewed my mama's titties in this lifetime. And that i even came out of her vag!! So my face has all been rubbed in it!! o.O
In my opinion my mother should not have boobs, a vagina or even red blood. that's just nasty and makes the world seem like one crazeh place!! *shivers*
Thursday 24 January 2008
Wednesday 23 January 2008
#19 - The Indian Series /2
The day I wrote that blog, i was wearing what i call my preggers tee. It's sorta tightish on the breasts and loose below. As i'm a bit of a chubbybubby it REALLY does make me look preggers x\d
Even though i got stared at just as much, i got more laughed at this time. I wanted to clutch my lower back as the pregnant do but I didn't want to be too obvious to my mother.
As i wear different things i get different reactions. Rather interesting to observe. Today i wore my black flower top n black 3/4ths. I think what i wore this time would be considered more stylish? I got called at by more bikies this time. I gave one the nod and suddenly they were not so macho lol...they couldn't figure out what to do. The bus ticket guy wouldn't even look at my face when asking about my ticket. Something i noticed as a size8 was that i was more a hit with the youngins but this time it seems i tickle the old married dude's fancy as i size 14.
I did not even know these losers even had a preference to be honest. They really do go for any ass. The compassionate side of me wants to start a crusade and give out free porn in the street. I wonder if there are many people here that have never orgasmed ever =/ Like the chickas i mean...Like they get married off and only have sex when it is planned for children.
Hopefully not many, I mean this is the Kuma Sutra (sp?) country after all ;)
Even though i got stared at just as much, i got more laughed at this time. I wanted to clutch my lower back as the pregnant do but I didn't want to be too obvious to my mother.
As i wear different things i get different reactions. Rather interesting to observe. Today i wore my black flower top n black 3/4ths. I think what i wore this time would be considered more stylish? I got called at by more bikies this time. I gave one the nod and suddenly they were not so macho lol...they couldn't figure out what to do. The bus ticket guy wouldn't even look at my face when asking about my ticket. Something i noticed as a size8 was that i was more a hit with the youngins but this time it seems i tickle the old married dude's fancy as i size 14.
I did not even know these losers even had a preference to be honest. They really do go for any ass. The compassionate side of me wants to start a crusade and give out free porn in the street. I wonder if there are many people here that have never orgasmed ever =/ Like the chickas i mean...Like they get married off and only have sex when it is planned for children.
Hopefully not many, I mean this is the Kuma Sutra (sp?) country after all ;)
Tuesday 22 January 2008
# 18 - The India Series /1 (Going out in public)
So it is Day 3 in CurrieLand. I can say the experience is definately different to what it once was. You know when people say that only when you are older will you appreciate your culture more? Well i think i've already reached that age just a little before leaving.I'm sure some would not believe me but it is true!! ;) I was more curious about it and i definately want to leave the country and experience things. My experience here is already different and i feel it really is something else to what it used to be. Is it any better? I don't know yet.
Now anything i say about India, i say in reference to MY india. The other curries i know are from other parts, and i am quite sure they have different experiences to me...But screw them i'll be speaking from what i know and that is Kerala.
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I finally have left my auntie's house to go grocery shopping with my mum, my cousin and her. Now if you go out in India, you KNOW you will be stared at! So I thought i would go in something a little controversial. Screw cultural understanding etc. In Australian standards my black jeans and long pink top may not seem like trouble but in India you may as well be nude. My larg-ish sunnies added to the "zomg a alien" look and where last time I was so insecure that i would rather snort chilli powder then go outside in a land where personal space is non-existend this time i realized I could not give a rat's ass, and it even may be a little fun.
The reactions i recieved were various. It is no understatement in saying that all eyes were on me. Cars and autoricshaws actually stopped, school children giggled, bitched (i don't think they know i'm a native speaker), were offended, perved and some were just genuinely curious and when i smiled back they smiled back in intrigue and real friendliness.
The guys of course were as nasty as ever. Especially the older kind. Some dude on a bike yelled out "hey sypen penneh" (hey caucasian girl) and i was also followed. We went into the supermarket which is about the size of two english classrooms (at PHS) and lined up to buy our food. When i looked behind me our line was suddenly consisting of males 30+ quickly staring away from my ass or boobez...I guess the older ones like their girls big? o.O One guy actually had the gutzo to shift away from the line and right up to me and just stare...Instead of feeling violated though i just smiled which startled him a bit.
The shop assistant was too shy to look at look up and answer my mother because i was doing nothing but smirking right at him.
When we went into the mobile phone shop to ask about a sim. My mum didn't have any local ID and said "Nyan ivideh natipaul allah" (i'm not from this land) and EVERYONE in the shop went silent and anyone sitting stood up simultanieously (except for me). It was definately a weird moment o.O
After we took the autoricshaw home and my mother had paid and everyone was going into the house, i was the last one, i thought i'd just have a bit of a laugh at their expence as i always do...So I made sure to look at the driver as i adjusted my bra (you know how you do it outside of your clothes) and went inside with a forced straight face. I thought his eyes was going to pop out of his head.
Whether i disgusted people, offended them or allowed a perve it's amusing to think that they notice and will remember me as they crazy person they saw that day.
I've learnt to take what once was a horrendous situation in India into a stupidly interesting experience. It's nice to see how much i've changed and i like the person i've become ;).
But this is just Cochin...I wonder what the other towns will be like =/
Now anything i say about India, i say in reference to MY india. The other curries i know are from other parts, and i am quite sure they have different experiences to me...But screw them i'll be speaking from what i know and that is Kerala.
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I finally have left my auntie's house to go grocery shopping with my mum, my cousin and her. Now if you go out in India, you KNOW you will be stared at! So I thought i would go in something a little controversial. Screw cultural understanding etc. In Australian standards my black jeans and long pink top may not seem like trouble but in India you may as well be nude. My larg-ish sunnies added to the "zomg a alien" look and where last time I was so insecure that i would rather snort chilli powder then go outside in a land where personal space is non-existend this time i realized I could not give a rat's ass, and it even may be a little fun.
The reactions i recieved were various. It is no understatement in saying that all eyes were on me. Cars and autoricshaws actually stopped, school children giggled, bitched (i don't think they know i'm a native speaker), were offended, perved and some were just genuinely curious and when i smiled back they smiled back in intrigue and real friendliness.
The guys of course were as nasty as ever. Especially the older kind. Some dude on a bike yelled out "hey sypen penneh" (hey caucasian girl) and i was also followed. We went into the supermarket which is about the size of two english classrooms (at PHS) and lined up to buy our food. When i looked behind me our line was suddenly consisting of males 30+ quickly staring away from my ass or boobez...I guess the older ones like their girls big? o.O One guy actually had the gutzo to shift away from the line and right up to me and just stare...Instead of feeling violated though i just smiled which startled him a bit.
The shop assistant was too shy to look at look up and answer my mother because i was doing nothing but smirking right at him.
When we went into the mobile phone shop to ask about a sim. My mum didn't have any local ID and said "Nyan ivideh natipaul allah" (i'm not from this land) and EVERYONE in the shop went silent and anyone sitting stood up simultanieously (except for me). It was definately a weird moment o.O
After we took the autoricshaw home and my mother had paid and everyone was going into the house, i was the last one, i thought i'd just have a bit of a laugh at their expence as i always do...So I made sure to look at the driver as i adjusted my bra (you know how you do it outside of your clothes) and went inside with a forced straight face. I thought his eyes was going to pop out of his head.
Whether i disgusted people, offended them or allowed a perve it's amusing to think that they notice and will remember me as they crazy person they saw that day.
I've learnt to take what once was a horrendous situation in India into a stupidly interesting experience. It's nice to see how much i've changed and i like the person i've become ;).
But this is just Cochin...I wonder what the other towns will be like =/
Saturday 19 January 2008
# 17 - Finally at Singapore!
So i've reached singapore. And using up their free internet as best as i can before i need to leave again for another 4hr flight. I HATE hopping from plane to plane...I get this really dizzying feeling. Well anyways, so far i haven't died yet which is a nice sign :)
I watched 3 foreign movies
1. Closed Note (which was rather good)[japanese]
2. Secret (which sucked ass)[Hong Kong/Manderin]
3. A Long Night In Shangai (this movie was so cute and awesome) [Manderin/Japanese]
Singapore Airlines really has a good selection. They even had some johnny's playing xD I think there is something VERY wrong with the air in the airoplane. Like you know how it curculates and it's super cold! gosh...i couldn't stop sneezing! I spent the most time breathing into my blanket.
Hopefully i'm going to survive the next flight =/ We were flying for 1.5hrs extra this time around because of the weather, which caused us not to be able to land. It was nasty turbulence Dx I LOATHE FLYING!!
And it sucks ass that i can't actually GET OUT into Singapore =( I love it in all it's scarily fake manmade asthetics! *tear*...and just a Johnny's store WITHIN REACH Dx
Please keep me up to date with what's been happening with everyone :D
Talk to you all soon!
I watched 3 foreign movies
1. Closed Note (which was rather good)[japanese]
2. Secret (which sucked ass)[Hong Kong/Manderin]
3. A Long Night In Shangai (this movie was so cute and awesome) [Manderin/Japanese]
Singapore Airlines really has a good selection. They even had some johnny's playing xD I think there is something VERY wrong with the air in the airoplane. Like you know how it curculates and it's super cold! gosh...i couldn't stop sneezing! I spent the most time breathing into my blanket.
Hopefully i'm going to survive the next flight =/ We were flying for 1.5hrs extra this time around because of the weather, which caused us not to be able to land. It was nasty turbulence Dx I LOATHE FLYING!!
And it sucks ass that i can't actually GET OUT into Singapore =( I love it in all it's scarily fake manmade asthetics! *tear*...and just a Johnny's store WITHIN REACH Dx
Please keep me up to date with what's been happening with everyone :D
Talk to you all soon!
Thursday 17 January 2008
# 16 - University Offers Are Released
So i got it.
I had a massive fight with my mum and i'm helping my mum pack right now and there is a lot of tension. I'm as happy as can be but ...sheesh i feel like i've just gone through some massive distress.
Well gotta get back to packing..
Oh btw i'm in
Medical Science/International Studies at UTS
I had a massive fight with my mum and i'm helping my mum pack right now and there is a lot of tension. I'm as happy as can be but ...sheesh i feel like i've just gone through some massive distress.
Well gotta get back to packing..
Oh btw i'm in
Medical Science/International Studies at UTS
Wednesday 16 January 2008
#15 - University Offers Tomorrow + HS Moments
So tomorrow is when we find out which university course we are successfully accepted into. *shivers*....shit! Seriously, just....ugh...no!!
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I am going to copy Phil with his high school memories list just because i got rolling after reading his. Please don't bore yourself with reading it...it's more my own self rambling ^^
- Meg, before she was cool and shortheared sat into a bin...legs in the air and all ^^
- Olivia and my lunchtime moments + Senerio
- Hacky Sack was awesome when we got really into it...aw i'm gonna miss it =(
- French class + "i don't speak chinese" *chuckles*
- Rape Me The Game (especially with Amy *faints* )
- The Bitchiness with the Asians- Junior grades
- Math class in senior years
- Sitting on a boy's toilet bowl lid with a hyperventilating Tanamma and Rach K
- Trying to make extra cookies by adding more butter -.-'
- Camp at night with Louisa...we were so hyper and everyone else wanted to sleep Dx
- Recalling that the first words I said when meeting Dexter was "god you smell! put some deo on already!" and being good friends ever since
- Being great friends with Gabz after deciding to make the obvious move of sitting furthest away from her...(god i was a bitch)
- Sending notes around class ALL THE TIME! + The LetterBook
- Hating PE but getting my revenge on the jocks through Dodgeball :)
- Bhargav + David + Amy + Edwina + Me = Best English Moments Ever
- Gabrielle + Sepalee hardcore fighting around me...this is still on going
- Anna and Louisa's bitchiness with me in the middle ><"
- Danushi + Me: Having the sewing machine blow up in our innocent faces
- Tuesday Luncheons with Danushi...'what's the goss?'
- The Apple Incident. god that was so long ago!! Some dumbasses were throwing food through the window so we threw it back down...then threw a apple and closed the window and....yup
- Choir in some performance thing...standing smackbang in the centre with Mala laughing our asses off throughout the whole song!!
- Skipping Chem with Sep and just lying on the grass in the back and having a great DnM
- Lying on the same grass with Gabz and staring at the sky on Wednesday Arvos
- fangirling over Twilight and Post Secret with Ashley bahaha no one else gets it!!
- Busbay moments
- Self-learning about this Japanese Crap during the hard parts of HSC and having grown a network since then o.O
- My toilet in the toilets...
- Having many people ask me about puberty questions...during puberty and after.
- Staying up ALL night and day on msn and sometimes with the DnMs...
Those are the funnest ^^
- Staying up with stresshead aaron during E4 and then practically jogging back to school to hand in our final product and feeling that ENOURMOUS sigh of relief
- Laughing so hard until we cried, sometimes for no reason at all
*sigh*
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I am going to copy Phil with his high school memories list just because i got rolling after reading his. Please don't bore yourself with reading it...it's more my own self rambling ^^
- Meg, before she was cool and shortheared sat into a bin...legs in the air and all ^^
- Olivia and my lunchtime moments + Senerio
- Hacky Sack was awesome when we got really into it...aw i'm gonna miss it =(
- French class + "i don't speak chinese" *chuckles*
- Rape Me The Game (especially with Amy *faints* )
- The Bitchiness with the Asians- Junior grades
- Math class in senior years
- Sitting on a boy's toilet bowl lid with a hyperventilating Tanamma and Rach K
- Trying to make extra cookies by adding more butter -.-'
- Camp at night with Louisa...we were so hyper and everyone else wanted to sleep Dx
- Recalling that the first words I said when meeting Dexter was "god you smell! put some deo on already!" and being good friends ever since
- Being great friends with Gabz after deciding to make the obvious move of sitting furthest away from her...(god i was a bitch)
- Sending notes around class ALL THE TIME! + The LetterBook
- Hating PE but getting my revenge on the jocks through Dodgeball :)
- Bhargav + David + Amy + Edwina + Me = Best English Moments Ever
- Gabrielle + Sepalee hardcore fighting around me...this is still on going
- Anna and Louisa's bitchiness with me in the middle ><"
- Danushi + Me: Having the sewing machine blow up in our innocent faces
- Tuesday Luncheons with Danushi...'what's the goss?'
- The Apple Incident. god that was so long ago!! Some dumbasses were throwing food through the window so we threw it back down...then threw a apple and closed the window and....yup
- Choir in some performance thing...standing smackbang in the centre with Mala laughing our asses off throughout the whole song!!
- Skipping Chem with Sep and just lying on the grass in the back and having a great DnM
- Lying on the same grass with Gabz and staring at the sky on Wednesday Arvos
- fangirling over Twilight and Post Secret with Ashley bahaha no one else gets it!!
- Busbay moments
- Self-learning about this Japanese Crap during the hard parts of HSC and having grown a network since then o.O
- My toilet in the toilets...
- Having many people ask me about puberty questions...during puberty and after.
- Staying up ALL night and day on msn and sometimes with the DnMs...
Those are the funnest ^^
- Staying up with stresshead aaron during E4 and then practically jogging back to school to hand in our final product and feeling that ENOURMOUS sigh of relief
- Laughing so hard until we cried, sometimes for no reason at all
*sigh*
Wednesday 9 January 2008
# 14 - Bored
I have done NOTHING at all lately. So boring...
oh btw I'm going to India on the 19th Jan - 22nd Feb.
Yesterday i got this cute package from my netfriend ^^ She bought me a tourist booklet on Shiga and some flyers on movies. A lot of them are American movies but they are Japanese ads for them....it's a lil weird to see o.O...Still it was really nice ^^ We did a bit of a present exchange. I gave her a small booklet on Koalas, it had a lot of cute photography.
I also got my hair cut. I haven't had a hairstyle for a while, but now i just got it layered. Before i had it a lil layered but it grew out long ago. The place i went to, down High St is quite good, they told me how i should cut it and it is quite cheap. I will probably go there again. I have been told my hair looks like Ms World Hair -.-' Erm...I can't tell if that is bad or good.I really like my hair straight with this cut but when it is curly, it's gonna be shocking ><"
I also bought a cap and did a few things like sending letters and returning library books...zomg i havent seen anyone in ages!! it's killing MeEeEe. I did make friends with this girl working at the Sushi House. She's going into yr 10 at Girra. I asked her to pick a flavour of 'bubble tea' i keep hearing people drink this stuff so i thought i'd try it...so we talked a bit and once i had it...ugh it was weird...The actual tea tastes great but the lil beady bits were not so good ><" I ended up leaving all those bubbles...don't see what the fuss is about with that drink.
Goodluck in your preferences guys! I hope you all find the right path to take eventually...I bet a lot of us won't even stay in our first preference xD
oh btw I'm going to India on the 19th Jan - 22nd Feb.
Yesterday i got this cute package from my netfriend ^^ She bought me a tourist booklet on Shiga and some flyers on movies. A lot of them are American movies but they are Japanese ads for them....it's a lil weird to see o.O...Still it was really nice ^^ We did a bit of a present exchange. I gave her a small booklet on Koalas, it had a lot of cute photography.
I also got my hair cut. I haven't had a hairstyle for a while, but now i just got it layered. Before i had it a lil layered but it grew out long ago. The place i went to, down High St is quite good, they told me how i should cut it and it is quite cheap. I will probably go there again. I have been told my hair looks like Ms World Hair -.-' Erm...I can't tell if that is bad or good.I really like my hair straight with this cut but when it is curly, it's gonna be shocking ><"
I also bought a cap and did a few things like sending letters and returning library books...zomg i havent seen anyone in ages!! it's killing MeEeEe. I did make friends with this girl working at the Sushi House. She's going into yr 10 at Girra. I asked her to pick a flavour of 'bubble tea' i keep hearing people drink this stuff so i thought i'd try it...so we talked a bit and once i had it...ugh it was weird...The actual tea tastes great but the lil beady bits were not so good ><" I ended up leaving all those bubbles...don't see what the fuss is about with that drink.
Goodluck in your preferences guys! I hope you all find the right path to take eventually...I bet a lot of us won't even stay in our first preference xD
Saturday 5 January 2008
# 13 - Insomnia Teaches You Many Things
I've learnt how to make small card houses ^^ I couldn't even stack two cards together when i started!! i ended up working on it fora few hours lol!
when i can't sleep i'm not allowed out of my room, so no internet or tv to pass the time...
Check out what i've accomplished :)
...and then i realized it was morning
...next time card houses become a matter of life and death, i'll be set =D
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I also some ended up learning about this...
Trepanation
http://www.bmezine.com/news/people/A10101/trepan/
holy crap...
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And alas here i am again with nothing really to say or do...just needing to waste time...i guess i'll head to bed soon ><"
when i can't sleep i'm not allowed out of my room, so no internet or tv to pass the time...
Check out what i've accomplished :)
...and then i realized it was morning...next time card houses become a matter of life and death, i'll be set =D
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I also some ended up learning about this...
Trepanation
http://www.bmezine.com/news/people/A10101/trepan/
holy crap...
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And alas here i am again with nothing really to say or do...just needing to waste time...i guess i'll head to bed soon ><"
Friday 4 January 2008
# 12 - University Open Days
Did anyone go?
It was alright...i feel a lil confused but i am sticking with my preferences.
I still need to change them today, last minute.
LOL i'm actually more nervous about forgetting and the preference time ending!! i woke up this morning and something told me not to do it. But i'm seriously not doing anything rebellious...
I'm not going from saying i'll do a Sci degree to a music or architecture one or something completely off the original plan. I'm just adding another on there. So really...i'm not doing anything bad...
right?
It was alright...i feel a lil confused but i am sticking with my preferences.
I still need to change them today, last minute.
LOL i'm actually more nervous about forgetting and the preference time ending!! i woke up this morning and something told me not to do it. But i'm seriously not doing anything rebellious...
I'm not going from saying i'll do a Sci degree to a music or architecture one or something completely off the original plan. I'm just adding another on there. So really...i'm not doing anything bad...
right?
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