#33 - Day Out after CBG =)

Today was great!! After stumbling through my dodgy Cell Biology and Genetics poster, Milica and I went down to that salad place and ate lunch and then headed down to darling harbour.

We just layed on the grass for a few hours n rambled about random stuff. It was really relaxing. After that we walked around until we spotted The Chinese Gardens and decided to go inside. It was really peaceful and tranquil!! After walking through the whole area and taking photos we just sat for a few minutes in silence. We went out for icecream after that and spotted the water park area in front of Maccas...haha we took of our shoes and just waded through it! lol everyone was looking at us but we felt very carefree. Finally after walking around some more and taking inappropriate photos with many a statues xD we headed down to French Riviera and sipped on some iced chocolates. It was really great....

I barely felt like heading to work after that but i walked past the CBD to work...and it even got better! my habbo supervisor is away for a week :) I wish i was working more because today was so relaxing and it was such a great atmosphere without her!! Everyone else agreed too...Yeah we talked while we were waiting for people to pick up the phone and such but we did not perform any less...In fact i got more surveys then i have before for that particular assignment :)

It was excellently relaxing today!! Tomorrow (or should i say today?!) is going to be tough to get through Biosphere though =S especially since i haven't done my research yet! hehe...

It's days like yesterday that makes you appreciate having university smack bang in the city xD

#32 - Some People....

...will never know how much I care about them or appreciate them...
Like you can't really express things like that eh? =/

Jacko totally made my night. He said everything i needed to hear and as i was reading it tears were just rolling down my face because he was saying what i needed to hear..he'll never know how much that affected me or how everything he said was absolutely perfect.

Even if we do not stay in contact for a long time, I'm SO fucking glad I met him. I think it was just one of those things that happen just to lead to other things.


<3

# 31 - Tragus undetected Day 5

I think that is a pretty good effort. If i wasn't getting more of em i'd think that i'd get away with atleast a month...hehe...I'm so screwed LOL...it's like i'm walking into a deathtrap ><"

So i worked today. The more i stay in the job the more i see the bitchiness of it. The people particularily the shitty hobbo supervisor is a completely cow. She's so dumb and she thinks she's top shit -.-' LOL she doesn't realize how foolish she looks and we always have a good laugh at her expense. i don't care as long as i get paid!! Plus the other newbies are so nice and we all get along pretty well :)

Anyways i need to start my 5minute speech. Wah =( I really CANNOT wait until this assignment is over. It's just been a dark cloud hovering over me ever since we got it!! I'm gonna be OVER THE MOON when it's finished..LESS THEN 48HOURS!! WOOOOO!! i don't even care about how shitty i am at it...i just need it to finish.


Just need to print the poster now n maybe stay up tonight n finish it...wah! i forgot to buy some Vs today :(

yay uts parteh thursday to celebrate end of assessments. Perhaps it is about time i go to one of those things :)

#30 - Rambling Days

I don't have much to blog about. I just need something to do to get me more awake. I can't think of much that has been happening. Trying not to do much seeing as I have so much schoolwork to do and yet I waste time and don't even end up doing that. 4 days until the assignment is due and finally i'm doing it ><" I hope i can get this poster printed on friday.

I ended up picking Spain as my preference for my major. I'll leave it up to chance i suppose.

Today Karen and Laurence came up to me and asked me to explain what happened that friday night. As they did, I felt my eyes loose focus/shake and vertigo. I can't even talk about it...That scares me...What about if i have some real disease? As stupid as it sounds, I'm too scared to go to the doctor's to find out.

I am looking forward to next Friday. Not so much because it is a great deal but because I feel it will help me deal with some things, even if it may cause me unnecessary stress and drama in the long run. I REALLY need this and that is why I can't wait a few months or even a year. It needs to happen now. It hardly seems like a choice really, it's like it decides on it's own.

Bring it on ^^

# 29 - Not So In Control

I got home at about 1am and it was wonderful. Babysteps are sorta working and i got yelled at to the extreme... i think it went for more then an hour but even that was good :)

Today was going well too until moments beyond my control had to intervene ....I ended up walking around alone for a long time afterwards n then heading home later in the night with my hair smelling like cigerettes...

...my assignment is due in a week and i haven't started...exams are in a few more weeks n i haven't started....

*sigh* starting is the hardest part xD